its growing colder, without your love.

Monday, April 16, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

i'm happy.

very very happy.

weeee~

no more sadness.

thanks to you. ((:

and f.y.i, i like you too.

okae, so todae.

had school, and ouh, mondays.

i hate it.

hahah, but it turned out to be funn funn funn.

had lessonns and all.

i'm not sleepy for maths lessonn. ((:

den bla bla blahhs.

after school, followed kendra to staffroom.

denn tina, hakim and jep followed me home.

tina also went home.

denn i went back downn.

meet up with dem. denn jep went home.

left the three of us.

so denn we walked to whitesands.

funn la. kecohhs. ((:

denn we went to library, i renewed my book.

denn we sat at one place.

hakim was running away from his ex which was finding him in the library.

hahah, like hide and seek sia. funn.

denn we walked out of whitesands ferst.

denn we went in back, go to mcdonalds.

tina bought some food.

so me and hakim tompang skalik.

denn kecohh2 and all.

we went out of whitesands.

sat at the playground around the housing area.
all the way, tina and hakim was hiding something from me.

they're mean okay.

denn at last we walked slowly to elias cc.

denn waited for the bus, something happened. jeng jeng jeng. ((;

denn we take 359 back.

and awwwwww, i cant stop smiling.

i am soooo flattered.

and melted.

god, please reshape me back. hahah!

denn at home, bro called.
planned about sunday.

weeeee~ this seldom happens.

sunday, bro is bringing me to sentosa!

denn after dat, go shopping. ((:

i loiiikkke! and i'm gonna skip tuitionn.

but mom was disagreeing. urghhhs!

wad a pain. please please please. pretty pretty please. ((:

and and saturdae or fridae, maybe going cycling.
AGAIN! with faidhi they all.

but not confirmed yet.

yay! life is getting much more funn-er day by day.

okae, here are more pics.

some are from fahmi's handphone which the photos are in the classrooms.

and also, the photos from aini, the saturday thingy.

i'm off.

I LOVE YOU. ((:

; i scream my lungs out @
11:02 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

ferstly, HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MARIA HANI! ((:
gawddd, i miss her loads.
dah fifteen la seyy.
but i'm fifteen and a month old. heheh!

hrmmms, okae.
I WANT THE PICTURES. okay?
aini, please please please.
i want the pictures.

so, todae had tuition and all.
and bla bla blahhs.

i'm lazy to type more.
i'm off.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:23 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

okae, ferstly.

CONGRATULATIONS TO RAUDHAH AND SHARIFAH.

((:

for winning the sajak thingy.

weeeee~

okae, so todae woke up early in the morning.

denn bathe, and siapp2.

denn meet atiqah at pasir ris interchange.

denn hakim at pasir ris mrt station.

and denn jeffri came by.

and denn the other girls.

denn we take mrt to tampines.

andd meet the rest at small mac.

denn take 291 to junyuan secondary.
denn we went in and bla bla blahhs.
watched it.

MR. RAFI WAS THERE. hahah. ((:

denn after dat.

me, tina, aini, sofia, hakim, jeffri and salihin went to tampines mall.

ate at long johns.

jeffri belanje! thanks jep! ((:

denn we walked around.

actually, all the wae since at junyuan sec, we've been cam-whoring.

denn i went home.

andd tina, hakim, jep and salihin went to simei to jam.

denn i went to tuitionn.

after tuitionn, went to elias mall.

jep came by. denn hakim.
hakim go buy things.
denn he blanjer me and jep a drink.
gawdddd, THANKS hakim. ((:

denn we were sit outside carpark like got no home like dat.

waited for tina.

denn she came by 40 mins late.

we sat dere for a while.

denn we went to sit under the void deck.

denn play at playground.

mcm budak gilerks! mad ppl at the playgrd.

and and, i miss climbing onto the playgrd and all.

so i did dat. hahah, like monkey!

denn hakim started taking my shoe away.

running away with it.

so i chased him and all.

denn jump here and dere.

OMG, IT WAS JUST SO FUNN. ((:

nvr stop laughing all the wae.

denn from dere, we went to elias cc.
went to toilet, drank water cooler.

denn hangout dere.

took some pictures.

denn went back to dis one place la.
i forget wads the name.

denn tina need to get home.

so we all went back.

took 359 as we're all lazy to walk home.

denn bla bla blahhs.

todae was SUPER FUN LA.

only dat deres only 4 ppl.

others should join too.

btw, thanks hakim for carrying my file around for me. ((:

&& i wanna pinch and poke your cheeks. can?

your cheeks are soooo tempting!

hahah. gawddd, i LOVE your dimples.

okae, here are the latest pictures i've not been posting all dis while.
the newest pictures among the latest is the most below.

okaes, i'm off.

i wanna sleep.

deres still more pictures of todae.

but its all from aini and others.

i'll just post it when i get all of themm. ((:

; i scream my lungs out @
9:04 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007

hellohhs.

its fridae the thirteenth.
hrmms, well, it has alwaes been a bad luck dae.
but todae, only 50/50.
better than bad luck.

hrmms.
now chatting with jep and dzul.
and dzul, thanks for understanding.

so, todae, went to school as usual.
had assembly, and it was the ferst assembly which didnt make me sleepy.
thank god finally deres something interesting going on.
denn went back to class after dat.
sat with tina and amirah at the back.
checked my hp and deres sms from faidhi.
so, sms him all the wae in class.

andd history lesson was kind of boring.
denn mother tongue.
okae laaaa, still smsing faidhi.
denn chit chatt.
denn reccess.
went down to canteen with tina.
bought a burger, and a drink.
denn went up to class and eat.
denn went back downn.

and bla bla blahhs.
maths lessonn, was quite attentive.
50/50 laaaa. better than before.
denn journal. andd school ends at 12.30.
had oral exam at 1 p.m.
but we went to tina's house during the half an hour break with the guys.
'cause they wanted something.
denn me, tina and faezahh went back to school.
and waited for our turn for oral.
was listening to songs from my handphone.
chit chatting and scribbling on the whiteboard.
gawdddd, its funn. ((:
me and tina was the last one to go.

denn after oral, me and tina went to canteen and hang around.
tina bought nuggets. and i bought a drink.
denn we hand around with dzul at foyer after dat.
played dat piano. weee~ my immortal! MY FAVE LA.
denn we went back home around 4+.
andd denn i ate, denn i slept for 5 mins.
hahahs.
and at last, i revised maths. i cant believe it.
maybe bcos suddenly i got stressed up with the upcoming mid year exams.
which is next monthh. and for mathhs..
gawdddd, i got no hope. i really gotta buck up no matter wad.

denn i stopped, made my milo dinosaur.
andd went online, till now.
okae la, i wanna insert some song to my ipod.
and denn continue with my revisionn.
andd omfg la, tmr's saturdae and still gonna wake up at 5.30.
wth, 'cause gonna meet the some at whitesands at 7.40a.m.
andd the others at tamp small mac by 8.
denn we proceed to junyuan secondary.
for whatever thingy it is. competition la.

okae, i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy.

pictures have been increasing day by day.
but i still havent post any. ((:

; i scream my lungs out @
10:05 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

hrmms, i'm kind of upset now.
due to some reasonns.
but heck, i had funn todae.

so went to school todae.
denn bla bla blahhs.
lessonns and lessonns.
art lessonn i sat beside ramadhann.
and deres one part he loses his temper dis one incident.
and the way he react was kind of scaring me.
art lessonn was funn at the ending.
bcos we did s'thing.
denn we played with zip's hair.
andd we took pictures.

denn reccess, was eating and eating.
my currypuff from delifrance and red bean pao with bandong drink.
ouhh so nice laaa. ((:
denn mathhs, whatever.
social studies, mr. tharmen was not in.
denn physics, went to physics lab was kind of sleepy.
so me and aniah keep on washing our faces with the water at the sink at our benches.
denn p.o.a, ouhh whatever.
so complicating.

denn half an hour break.
denn homewerk time, did the mathhs test.
shits la, i cant rmb the stepps.
denn after hw time, was raining heavily.
went to foyer and waited.
and something was disturbing my eyes.
plus, stabbing my heart to kill me slowly.
but i controlled my emotions quite well todae.
denn tina, me, faidhi, ramadhan, taufiq, zulfaqar, saifuldin went to elias mall after dat.
for a while only.
denn i went home.
bathe, get ready.

denn go out, meet tina.
denn take bus went over to faidhi's place.
so... me, tina, faidhi and amsyar hangout togeder todae.
denn about 7.30, they sent me to bustop no. 3.
denn went the bus came, i took the bus and went to tuition.
denn after tuitionn, take no. 3.
drop at faidhi's place. meet tina againn.
denn went home with her.
btw, amsyar's lil bro called me...
KAKAK KETOT.
ohh, how sadd. hahah. but cute la he.

denn went home and here i am.
okae, i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

you are making me go crazy.
but btw, congratulationns.
congratulations for hurting me successfully.
its hurts sooo much more denn wad i say out.
thanks so much for the painn.
i shouldn't have known you before, oh boy.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:43 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

i've not been posting for two daes.
as i didnt even went online.
i'm busy, i'm tired and i'm lazy.
i've been with my drama practices.

okae, so, i'm tired now.
i havent even completed my artwork.
the layout thingy.
andd i'm shurely gonna get hell from miss nurul tmr.
urghhhs, whatever la eyhhs.
aku penat and aku malas.

andd so, had drama SYF todae.
woke up at 4.30 a.m.
gawdddd, i was sooooooo nervous.
my heartbeat was going faster and faster.
my stomach has butterflies.
one thing, my face suck in dat makeup. urghs.
but at last, it ended up all okay.
all good, NICE. ((:
except for one part which i forget my script.
but i guess its not obvious. i hope so.
i LOVE todayyyy laaaaa.
its funn funn funn.
denn we took pictures and all.
denn we went back to school and reached around 12.40.
we relaxed at drama room. chit chatt.
and around 1+ we proceed to canteen and eatt.
weee~

denn we went up to cls for the last ten minutes.
and denn its 2 p.m and half an hour break before hw time.
we lepak2 in cls.
denn hw time, didnt do anything.
just chit chat.
denn at 3.30, went home with tina.
denn at home.
did nothing else, but SLEEP.
ohhh, my beauty sleep. ((:

denn i did nothing else.
i'm off. i'm frustrated.
and i'm sorry for myself for loving themm.
i regret.
and guys, fridae jgn tk jadi.
its the cycling dae outt. ((:
ajak org ramai2, the more the merrier.

' ' 'syakrazy-.
i'll post the pictures next time.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:43 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

hrmmmmms, I CONFESSED. finally.
but i'm kind of stupid to do so.
'cause everything's gonna change.

hrmms, so....
who is dis 'brad punya kawan'?
and wad is he/she trying to say?
hahahs. i wonder.

okae, so todae is one boring dae.
i cant wait for school tmr.
to have all the funn with dearests.
i'm lazy to post muchh for todae.
as i'm also quite sleepy.
and i wanna make my MILO DINOSAUR.
hahahs, i love laaaaa.

&& yeahhs, i wish to have more of the hangout thinggs againn.
its funn. ((:
i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:35 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

i totally LOVE todae. ((:

so, in the morning, meet up with tina.
denn norsahh and seryy.
denn adila, and lastly sofia.
denn we went into the school.
had drama and all.
denn rushed back, took my file.
and went to tuitionn.

chit chatt with mr kamal.
rupernyer, he's mr haniff's frendd.
hahahs.
okae, mr. kamal knows most of my secretts. ((:
hehehhs.
denn went home.
use the laptopp, denn around 5+, siapp2.
and went out to pasir ris park meet faidhi.
he was late. urghs.
denn he told me wad he told his father about me.
he go say dat i'm his wife and his father go layankan.
haha, wth laaa.
denn we cycle aroundd.
denn meet syafiqahh.
denn we cycle againn.
denn alim and zulfaqar came.
we went inside the swamp or wadsoever thing.
haha, faidhi kept on leaving me behind alone. urghhs.
denn halfwae, me and iqahh went out.
faidhi, alim and zulfaqar continuedd.
denn we meet them outside.
alim sungguh gilerkk. haha.
best friendds yarhh? hahah.

denn we lepakk2 at dis one place.
andd around 10, faidhi and me sent iqah to bustopp.
denn i went home, faidhi meet the guys back.
so reached home. bla bla blahhs.
denn faidhi smsed, asking if i've reached home.
haha, caring jugak fake husband aku nie. ((:

okae, i gtg noww.
i wanna sleep. i'm tiredd.
gd nyte husbandd. HAHA. wth.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:16 PM

i'll just post the latest pictures.

i'll post about todae later at night.

and noww, i'm still waiting for faidhi's sms.

and hooray! maybe, we're ging cycling later.

me, faidhi, zip, and dont know who else.

the more the merrier. okae?

also, i'm kind of missing my partner-in-crime.